Diagnosis

Side Effects Nausea, Chest pain or discomfort, Nausea, Difficult or labored breathing, Nausea, Extreme fatigue, fast, slow, irregular, pounding, or racing heartbeat or pulse, Nausea, Pain or discomfort in the arms, jaw, back, or neck, Nausea, Severe headache, Nausea, Nausea … These are some of the side effects of a medicine I am currently taking……

Not just a “black wooden stage”

Pati, allow me to share this moment … for dreamer’s sake… It was the first day of rehearsals; I was sitting on that red velvet theatre seat… You came, without any word… You crossed silently the whole way leading from the theatre door to that stage… Like hypnotized… you took of your shoes… You did…

Suspended hearts

A thought to all suspended hearts… Held with a thin thread… Always ”in between”… Shivering for a song, a story, a sunset, a breeze, a smile, a word, a silence, an absence, a look, a scent … A thought to all suspended hearts in tired chests…   While suspended between Trying not to love you…

For dreamers’ sake, The Rose House

I talked about you today… Why do I have to love you that much and that way? … Like a naughty kid, you jumped into my mind… but I didn’t want to talk about you, usually when I feel the need to be released of something I love “too much” or that is “addictively” “coming…

The Fools Who Dream

I just came from the movie “Lala Land”… I can’t get over this song… “Audition (The Fools Who Dream)” My aunt used to live in Paris. I remember, she used to come home and tell us these stories about being abroad and I remember she told us that she jumped into the river once, barefoot….

Shy Insane Courage

Shy… Yesterday, when you told me that you always had that feeling… “Shy to draw” … Shy to put your lines on this canvas… oh I knew that feeling… I still do … sometimes when doubt sneaks in me, my brush shivers, my colors fade out… “No I won’t do it”, “I cannot do it”……

Never less than ten…

via Daily Prompt: Ten I didn’t want to write this week… my last posts comforted me in a certain way… that I wanted to celebrate quietly… but I couldn’t resist the daily prompt call… “Ten”… Never less than Ten… That moment, when you know that you would not settle for less than ten… not anymore……

Sodade

I am hesitating to write these lines… maybe I am afraid of the amount of coincidences… “Je”, I am talking to you… you know what I mean… when “sky’s doors are open”… when, in a special moment, you look at the painting you are looking at for years, or at the song you are listening…

I thought all directions…

I made my research; it is called a “slab” in the concrete meaning, a black heavy and shining slab … “BLATA” in vulgar Arabic… that thing that sticks to your heart for days, a deep feeling of sadness coming from non specific direction… Maybe it is the “after Christmas” feeling? With all its “goodbyes” and…

Untitled – Featuring Song “Forever”

…So give me your Forever Untitled Painting – Featuring Song  Forever Ben Harper Not talkin’ ’bout a year No not three or four I don’t want that kind of forever In my life anymore Forever always seems to be around when it begins but forever never seems to be around when it ends So give me your forever…

Collateral Beauty

When, in all this … you still can find Beauty… Collateral Beauty

Before it is specifically too late

via Daily Prompt: Specific Specific This is a specific thought… Part of me is far, far away from that perspective… this is where imagination and creativity grow… when there is no specific answer, no specific color, no specific feeling… in that specific moment, you lose your calm… a deep fire burns your stomach… and a…